sorry.

this is one of the worst days ever.
and yes,
this is a series of unfortunate events, unfortunately.

it started because of some retarded teacher
who said that there is something compulsory today.
So we all came to school early in the morning.

watched a bit of mass dance.
played piano in LT.
ate a lot of food.
STONE.
and MORE STONING.

alright.
WE DID NOTHING THE WHOLE DAY.

and we were only allowed to leave at 12.
so just as we were discussing the details to meet tmr,
THE RAIN CAME POURING DOWN.
to the extent that it makes no difference
whether you'd used an umbrella.
because of this, i caught a cold.

to add on, i've just realised that i committed a crime.
in the morning when my mom alighted me,
she was beckoning and yelling that i've dropped sth.
so i walked back to the area near her car and looked around.
nothing on the ground.
so i said nothing dropped and made my way to the bridge.

my mom came home at 1 plus;
and was demanding to see me.
just as i was walking down,
she screamed at me and said that i'd dropped
THE HOUSE GATE REMOTE CONTROL.
shiate. this is a deadly sin.

i think i'm really dumb.
when i walked back to look around in the morning,
it didn't occur to me that
I MUST SEARCH UNDER THE CAR TOO.
how dumb can i be.

i went back to the stop with janice and val
in attempt to find it;
despite knowing it'll be futile and chances are slim.
indeed, it wasn't there anymore.
and i know i'm going to be so dead.

luckily dad says that the control can be replaced.
to atone for my sins,
i went down to bukit batok industrial park to get it made.
$60 for a control, which will be deducted from my allowance.
though it's ex, at least i could do something about it.

in any case.
thank you val and janice for searching it with me.
and sorry for not being able to let you both stay longer.
thank you eliz for listening to my troubles.
thank you daddy for not being angry with me and your help.
thank you grandpa for sacrificing your favourite show,
and driving me all the way to BB to atone for my mistake.

sorry mommy for causing so much inconvenience.
sorry for all i've done.
SORRY.

4:57 PM ღ i thought of you.