and i wonder..

Have you ever wondered if you've been living your life in a way you didn't want it to be?


Have you ever spoke a word of love that brings comfort, even to a stranger?


Have you ever thought of someone as a friend, yet hold a love-hate relationship with her?


Have you ever been backstabbed numerous times by the same person, yet you chose even to forgive?


Have you ever gone great lengths to help someone, asking for no returns?


Have you ever felt so lost, so unprepared, unsure of what comes ahead?


Have you ever tried compromising with a wilful decision of others that deep inside you are disagreeing with it?


Have you ever met someone that you can't help but be envious of, while at the same time put off by his hypocrisy at times?


Have you ever sang a song of hope to one who is at the brink of death, who is suffering in pain?


Have you ever wondered that if you aren't a student now, life would be much complicated than just practice papers and lecture notes?


Have you ever made a decision that you had regretted and will regret it forever?


Have you ever felt the fragility of life, that at the next minute someone whom you hold dear will leave you?


Have you ever faced the fear of abandonment like the children in the orphanages?


Have you ever had a friend that could almost read your mind and understand your every thought?


Have you ever counted your blessings in life?


random thoughts before sleep last night
and i kept on wondering..

9:33 PM ღ i thought of you.