Things that you regret as soon as you'd just said it

Things that you regret as soon as you'd just said it.
Today morning, I swear I woke up quite early,
but after lazing around in bed, I was late for econs lecture.

So I thought: might as well as skip it, still got more time to study by myself.
so I dragged on and dilly-dally for a while,
and finally prepared to leave at 10.25.
Before I left house, there's a light rain outside,
the type where it's totally okay to walk without an umbrella.

Grandma:"Going out? It's going to have a heavy downpour soon."
Me:"I'm going to study. Aiya, this rain is small case. anyway where got so fast become heavy rain de..."

But I was wrong. TERRIBLY TERRIBLY WRONG.

From the split second that I left my house gate,
beyond my 30th step, heavy rainpour started.
dang it, but that's not the worst.
My almost frictionless slippers gave me quite a hard time,
cos the park is starting to flood, and I nearly slipped when i climbed the steps.
Yes, it's stairs again. I have a slight phobia of slipping on steps now.
and then again, thank God for railings.
Okay, managed to somehow "glide" across the mainroad.
But the worse part comes when I was walking down to the bus stop,
that damn-it Service No. 66 sped down the road and this tsunami splashed on me.
the road was already flooding, and this stupid bus driver still drove so fast!?!

I was cursing and swearing all the way till my bus came.
HAHAHA. that's probably my punishment for skipping econs.
I was shivering cold on the bus and was HA-CHU-ing my journey to CC.

See what I mean,
things that you regret as soon as you'd just said it.
It just happens too often.
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anyway, both yesterday and today, I didn't had good neighbours in study room.
(fyi, good neighbour as in the person who sits opp me)
the girl yesterday kept erasing and the table was shaking,
so i took more than 20 minutes to draw my locus diagram.
and it still had jagged edges. ahh.

the neighbours today are a couple sitting beside and diagonally opp me.
the girl beside me was definitely studious and does highly productive mugging.
*applauses* but the guy ... haiz.
like the girl from ytd, he also kept erasing, but MORE VIGOUROUSLY.
my econs notes that i highlighted ended up in zig-zags.
and it felt a bit like earthquake for my hands. okay, exaggerating.
when i fell asleep (short rest), my head was shaking on the table.
which i think made some noise,
cos the other table people were staring at me when i woke up. >_<
this couple was behaving as if the whole world is dead and there's only them left.
maybe most couples are like that too,
but it's really quite irritating esp when you're trying hard to focus on econs.

Janice just told me about her neighbour's death;
so sudden and saddening.

I'll pray for you, whoever you are,
may you find rest in His peace,
and may your loved ones be blessed.
In Jesus's name I pray, Amen.

anyway, here's a nice song tingyu and I plan to sing on 20th nov. Enjoy! (:



再见說在額頭
原來淚也會痛
倒流心中怎麼麻醉也沒用

深呼吸一分鐘
愛突然的詞窮
妳狠狠甩開我沉默的手彷彿就劇終
草戒指在手中像句點的沉默

woo..明天 以後 愛變成了問候
愛不愛都痛
我以為我懂
最後妳要自由
woo..忘了溫柔要套在手中
到最後 該不該回頭
如果我開口 愛繼續往前走
woo..幸福聽著分開的藉口

再见說在額頭
原來淚也會痛
倒流心中怎麼麻醉也沒用
深呼吸一分鐘
愛突然的詞窮
妳狠狠甩開我沉默的手彷彿就劇終草
戒指在手中像句點的沉默

woo..明天 以後 愛變成了問候
愛不愛都痛
我以為我懂
最後妳要自由
woo..忘了溫柔要套在手中
到最後 該不該回頭
如果我開口 愛繼續往前走
woo..幸福聽著分開的藉口

愛不愛都痛
我以為我懂
最後妳要自由
woo..忘了溫柔要套在手中
到最後 該不該回頭
如果我開口 愛繼續往前走
woo..幸福聽著分開的藉口
草戒指套在誰手中

9:22 PM ღ i thought of you.