I closed my eyes, praying that A's will just end tmr.
it's a hair-tugging moment,
or a series of panic attacks, be it before, during or after the papers.
my brains are almost synchronised with my hair,
cos i could feel more white hair sprouting out.
Barely half of it has ended,
but my entire heart has been entirely filled with despair.
somehow, i never fail to disappoint myself and my parents again and again.
what could be worse is another blow in my already diminishing ray of hope.