hello world!

it feels like I havent updated for a zillion years.
recently i have been quite busy,
and will get busier each day.

With plans to make and jobs to undertake,
plus many nitty gritty stuff that i have to attend to regarding church,
i'm almost out of breath.

so I'm thankful,
REALLY REALLY (x3698698265) GRATEFUL,
for this holiday break!
somehow being with my friends always give me this sense of familiarity and security,
especially when we all starts work or go NS, I treasure such chances more and more.

Today was fantastic, really, and I had lots of fun (and recharging) while singing.
hahaha I became tired earlier than usually.
that's probably signs of getting old - complaints about jobs and getting tired easily.
I had to recharge by stoning or drinking lots of lemon tea.
and my voice became quite off halfway.
since everyone could tell, so i guess it must be quite bad.

just to share, i'm working double jobs.
kindergarten by day and as a clinic assistant on 2 weekday nights.
just as a trainee for the time being.
it's terribly difficult to memorise the medicine names.
you need efficiency, precision, concentration and DETERMINATION for this job.
not to forget, TOLERANCE.
cos i keep getting scoldings from the elder assistant.

as the days pass, I would hear more and more friends telling me that they got a place in uni already.
and the amount of stress would increase manifold.
all the "WHAT IF"s and "WHAT AM I GOING TO DO" will start repeating all over in my head and I'll get totally distracted.
seems like the faculty that I want to get in is extremely popular with my cohort,
and the course I want to pursue is strict with its intake.
ohmygosh.
PRAY FOR ME.
anyway, I'm still hoping for the best while I prepare myself for the worst scenario.

alright i'm back to clearing my workload.
adieus! (:


i don't know what to say to cheer you up, or rather,
i don't know how to.
but above all, i'll be praying for you to be happy.
bless you. (:

10:41 PM ღ i thought of you.