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Hello :D I am cindy and this pic isn't me, of course! and I ❤ dark choc, singing!, drama and ♫ music ♫.






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Thursday, September 24, 2009
Myself and I, we've got some straightening out to do

Sometimes I think I'm an emo person although I may not appear to be one.
All it takes is a few moments of memory flashbacks to trigger the emotions.

I feel like I don't understand myself anymore.
I do things that I did not even think about in the past.
I speak without thinking sometimes and will regret like mad in the next few seconds.
Sometimes, even I'm also not being honest with myself.

Life doesn't seem as simple as it has been in the past.
and people around has becoming more and more complicated.

I think another reason that I'm feeling this way could be due my workload.
I feel... breathless.
Work comes in like endless waves,
and somehow I'm not really coping with it.
Although it's like a normal problem with all uni students,
I think I'm probably one of the few who aren't handling it well.

Sorry if this post sounds somewhat heavy,
but I think I have issues to settle with myself.

Seriously.

I find myself asking questions all the time.
With insecurities and uncertainties.
Could it be?
Will it happen?


Maybe.